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Demoralized 250
Despite the title of this possibly short blog, it’s refreshing to know that Trump, in a way, keeps letting us down day by day. The “State Fair” that he touted has been a total failure. Only if Biden (or Obama) were still president might it have gone the same way, to be fair. The heat is the issue, but the “Freedom 250” org had some glaring missteps that, well, should have been accounted for. Such as overpriced food and water, the inability to bring a simple cooler (which isn’
Eric Johnson
Jul 44 min read
On Israel
So prior to the Iran business, and after the October 7, 2023 attack, I largely supported Israel. I thought that they were overall a great nation, and in 2011, I managed to visit Jerusalem and found it mesmerizing and such. I pretty much sided with them on the Holocaust, which is a poignant memory of what not to do to people you disagree with. But things are changing as the war for Iran and Lebanon continue and cannot support a country that is pretty much committing genocide,
Eric Johnson
Jun 233 min read
It's Fathers Day
So it’s Father’s Day, and this one probably will be the shortest blog entry so far for the holiday. My Dad died in late 2024, and while I did grieve finally (oddly enough, it happened during the swearing in of you know who), I had a double whammy of pain and suffering. After that? I don’t think or miss my Dad that much. He was a shit father at times, and frankly didn’t have an aura to really share things, because if you told him something, you’d get a fucking lecture about it
Eric Johnson
Jun 213 min read
Politics and Writing
It’s high time I address people who routinely visit (mainly my Facebook page). I don’t like Trump, and I don’t like what direction this country is going. As a writer, it’s known that some authors don’t mix politics with their writing. And that’s fine, we all have our beliefs, whether you follow politics or not. Pretty much, Trump’s economic moves have largely affected everybody, even the world. With the tariffs that only affect the issuing country, one would think that he wou
Eric Johnson
Jun 183 min read
Pride 2026
So it’s Pride again, and naturally the bigots want to come out and trash it because they fear that somehow or some other, heterosexuality will become “illegal”, and so on. I don’t know why people are so afraid of homosexuality, lesbianism, gay men, bisexual people, or even trans people. It’s become just so annoying and stupid (there’s a word for that level, but I’ll refrain from it, because I was in a generation where it was acceptable to say it, but not now) that I think tha
Eric Johnson
Jun 174 min read
I Made It
So today I am 50 years old. I don’t know if I felt like I would make it this far, but I did. My life has been a reflection of my weirdness and how I evolved into the person I am today. It started in Denver, Colorado, in the morning, if I remember, and I was born. A Bicentennial baby more or less in the scheme of things, and the celebrations that happened that I was unaware of back then, and so now as we celebrate the 250th anniversary of the nation being created, I didn’t par
Eric Johnson
Jun 174 min read
We Won, Again
As the country moves toward Friday, where hopefully a peace deal can be brokered, I started to wonder just what we achieved, in retrospect to Obama’s deal before. The fact of the matter is that we didn’t win this “war”, “special military operation”, or “excursion” that was basically a conflict. While the thought of giving 300 billion to Iran is being debated, I’m quite sure we will, and they’ll make us even weaker. We didn’t win anything, and 14 servicemembers died in a confl
Eric Johnson
Jun 164 min read
Gaming and Reality
It’s been a real gripe of mine as a Soldier and a gamer, on the state of gaming and the attitude it engenders today. It’s seemingly like everybody is an “expert” at something, because, well, they have the information at hand. But I see a lot of gamers nowadays not listening to the experts who actually worked with the material, gun, jet, whatever is modeled, and that they “know what is going on”, even though they don’t really fly the jet that is modeled, especially in DCS Worl
Eric Johnson
Jun 54 min read
Being A Veteran
On April 24, 2013, I was a veteran. I served 12 years on Active Duty and 3 years in the Army National Guard. My time in the Army was sometimes troubled, and my leadership abilities when I first hit Sergeant were abysmal. I was just a Sergeant, not a leader of Soldiers. I only mention this because a failure at the Drill Sergeant School really changed my outlook on leadership. I started leading, caring, doing, and executing as the Lord intended. So when I left mentally broken t
Eric Johnson
Jun 44 min read
The Method
My books and you are something I respect and adore for those who have read them. I think overall in the scheme of things, that I’m supposed to write “typical” tropes, like Marines and stuff, like that. And aliens, gotta look at aliens and stuff. But so far, I am working on a plot involving a first-contact scenario, and I just have to sort of explain myself. I don’t know if I write badly, or whatnot, but I think what I write is what keeps sales down. I don’t need to write conv
Eric Johnson
Jun 34 min read
On Vietnam
'Nearly everyone felt the need to express their views on all wars to me, starting with mine. "I found myself thinking, I ate the shit sandwich, you didn't, so please don't tell me how it tastes." - CPT Cole, US Army This is a quote I live by, and feel is most appropriate for the age. But you can hear the “But”. But Vietnam was a commentary that I had since learning about it in High School, and well, gotta say how I feel about that war, even though it ended a year before I was
Eric Johnson
Jun 24 min read
Muh Bone Spurs
My mind is normally boggled at the incompetence of this administration, but what really boggles my mind is the support from military veterans who served, follow, and believe Trump is a patriot. I get it, nobody wants to die in combat, but that’s the break, my friend. Either you die, come back alive (and that’s where the real suffering happens), or you lose a limb or other things. A lot of veterans come back with their minds messed up (including me), or physically impaired, fr
Eric Johnson
May 303 min read
Being Trans So Far
I came out as trans in 2015, right before I had a mental health crisis. Overall, the fact that I had a mental health crisis has really little bearing on my coming out as trans. I was vocal about it, and a gamer who was on my Steam friends list asked if I was gay. The exact words are “Are you fag?” And I ignored it, and kept having a mental health crisis. I know more now since my father passed, and I had the financial means to transition. Money is important for trans folks, as
Eric Johnson
May 295 min read
So Yeah...
SO with the new document (name escapes me) that was put out as trans being domestic terrorists. Personally, as a trans person, I haven’t had the notion to blow up government buildings or conduct any armed movement against the populace. It’s galling to think that somehow the minority, `1% of the population, is trans, for ages 13 and up. Having been a recipient of insurgent attacks, I don’t worry that much about getting ambushed on an Uber ride (or Lyft, whatever you use) by “t
Eric Johnson
May 263 min read
Satanic Verses
I had to break down and DNF this book. If the 8% I read is indicative of the style he wrote in, I don't think Iran issued a fatwa against Salman Rushdie. Frankly, I think the book makes no sense, and can be compared to the Bible, where things that don't make sense seem like a reality that never existed. I mean, there's no rhyme or reason, so I had to force myself to read it, and I found myself drifting off before deciding not to finish this book. It's maybe just not for me, I
Eric Johnson
May 261 min read
Memorial Day
So it’s the Memorial Day Weekend, and well, maybe this time I have emotions for it. Usually, when I served, I would just see it as another 4-day weekend to sit around until 2 am doing video games and other stuff, not giving a fuck about those who died and made the ultimate sacrifice. But this one? Yeah, I’m feeling the feels, I guess, and so want ot briefly share first about what our president said, and he “gets a kick” out of his critics complaining about the thirteen dead s
Eric Johnson
May 233 min read
United States of Fascism
Okay, this might be a controversial take on Fascism in America. I’ve been thinking about this one for a long time, and frankly, I don’t know what to characterize it. What we have is to me, is Incompetent Fascism more or less. Trump and his cronies are trying to act like dictators, but their incompetence and stupidity don’t make it work as it should. That and the Founding Fathers did some good thinking, I guess. I mean, there are some issues that do follow fascist dictatorship
Eric Johnson
May 193 min read
Chastity Belt
I think while I'm not an active participant in the BDSM community, I do read real authors to get some idea of what to do and what not to do. Overall, I think this book focuses on sex and not enough on the craft. I don't think Shoshanna is a bad author, but I didn't find myself too interested in this book. I have a thing, I guess, against chastity play, and that comes from a more dominant position than a submissive. As someone who has to go to the bathroom a lot for hydration,
Eric Johnson
May 191 min read
This Blog entry is Biden's fault
Obama, Biden. It’s become a keyword for the Trump Administration that somehow Biden (or Obama, take your pick), is somehow responsible for Trump’s failures. And it’s clearly resonating with the public, with this push to blame the predecessor for things happening during this current administration. Everywhere you go, somehow Biden did that, like the Iran war. Somehow Biden started it, and it begs the question, how delusional do you have to be to believe that, even if you’re th
Eric Johnson
May 162 min read
Where the Glassflowers Grow: Paradisi Chronicles (Caelestis Series Book 5)
As I read this book, it seemed like it wouldn't end, and that there would be a follow-up series. I need to check, though. Overall, the loose ends were tied up, and the series is over. Though it was clean in some ways, the language wasn't full of cursing, so it was a great scifi read, though as a military veteran, I'd have an F-bomb to keep me regular. Anyway, the book doesn't end on a noticeable cliffhanger, but I'll probably look up the author's bibliography to see if it con
Eric Johnson
May 131 min read
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